Life is a game
I want to be the reigning champ.
Women play games.
I attempt to outthwart them.
Love is out there.
I only find lust.
I want to have faith.
But, in humanity, I cannot believe.
I want to be optimistic.
But I cannot leave myself open to naievity.
Im not fast, so my problems will eventually catch me if I run.
I am not a built like a mountain, so facing problems head on could end up crushing.
I want to take them down tactically.
But my mind is often deterred.
I want the best.
But I expect the worst.
While everyone else looks for a new height.
I search the plateau for something different.
I peer through fog.
Looking for my Rudolph.
I have a million excuses.
I don’t feel its necessary to use any anymore.
I love fun and will constantly bring it out of people.
What do you want to bring out of me.
I hold grudges.
But i’d love to let them go.
I think i like you.
I thought at the end of this, I might as well let you know
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